Empty: No Substance

I think the saddest thing is thinking how pointless this life is yet you would never take it. It feel as if I am stuck. I don't know when was the last time I felt this way. I find that as if I have lost meaning. I am sad. I don't know what I am doing with my life. I'm thinking maybe that I've chosen the wrong course. Come on, am I really that interested in media at all. I think not, maybe that will change. Sigh. I don't know what I am doing.

I am no good at handling people. I'm selfish. I'm proud. I don't know where all the my friends have gone. I miss everyone that at some point really cared. Where are they.

And I really hate this lesbian scene. I really hate it. I hate them. I wonder how long since I have haboured so much hate in others. Why am I so tainted. I feel like im losing. myself.

Why are you not here.

Now I'm trying to write something that makes any sense about radio. I don't know what to write. Radio. I know shit about radio. The only thing I like about radio is the music lush plays. I can't even stand the DJs. Their programmes aren't even relavant to me.